Shout out to my homies and best friends

Best Friends Forever

by Angie Belanger

As the years pass, and we grow apart, I want you to know, that you're in my heart. You helped me through problems, through things good and bad. You helped me keep smiling, when I was sad. You helped me with girls. You made me stay strong. How will I live, when you are gone? And where the years take us, No place is too far, We will think of each other, wherever we are. You're a wonderful person, with a good heart to lend, And I want you to know, You're a really good friend.

Pondering and lots of questions

I ponder all the things in life. I think about who decided what, who came up with what, why we do things a certain way.

 

Like who even decided why we call things certain names? who decided a tree would be called a tree and water is called water? And why did everyone else just agree and go along with it?

Here are just a list of questions you need to ask yourself to get your mind thinking.

 

What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?

 

If I dig a hole through the center of the earth to the other side and jumped in would I be falling up or down?

 

Could you blow a bubble in a vacuum?

 

*New hole theory: once you got to the center of the earth and gravity was equal on both sides, wouldn't you just float?

 

Who decided the white stuff from a cow's utter was drinkable? Better yet why did somebody tug on a cows utter anyway?

 

How far East can you go before your heading west or are in the west?

 

If you dig a whole in the south pole are you digging up or down? #lotsofdigging

 

Has a fish ever drowned?

 

Ultimate question here, wait for it.....who created god if he created us? where did he come from? where does it all begin?

 

Well I am gonna leave you now in a stupor of thought, all depressed, and questioning your life. Well till next time folks. Goodbye

 

 

 

 



Sudden change

Today I found out that two of my coaches were fired by our head coach. Its bingham week, basicly the region championship. We have 3 days to get our defense together before we play probably the biggest game of our season. I don't mind it too much seeing as it didn't effect my playing time. And i am happy about seeing one of the coaches go becuase he was the son of the other one that got fired, and he was so stupid and made playing football no fun at all. I basicly coached my position to the other kids behind his back. But his dad was actualy a really good coach. He understood the high school game,  and he had my back so i am really kinda sad to see him go. But they brought back the old defensive cordinator and I actualy know him pretty well. I am excited to see how our team reacts to this, we were supposed to be one of the best defenses in the state and we haven't been playing to our potential. So either this completly wrecks us or we play unreal. Stay tuned to Lone Peak football's road to a championship.

Reasons I Need a Nightlight

I fear the dark places that are everywhere. I fear the images I see in the shadows. I am afraid of letting my imagination wild  and having it create something either real or fake that is unknown to me.

 

I am terrified of that feeling where you get very very embarrassed, you feel super hot and sweaty and your clothes feel like there stuck to you! aah I hate that feeling more than everything. I fear being the butt of every ones jokes. I am afraid of becoming a bully and having kids hate me.

 

I am afraid of growing up, afraid of not ever being successful. Afraid of getting a job I hate. of never getting a job. Of not being able to provide for my family. I am super afraid of not getting any money to go to college. I fear the future that I cannot control, cannot successfully plan ahead for. 

 

I fear everything that is unknown to me and that is out of control. Becuase everyone wants to be able to control things, and have them turn out how you picture them. I fear myself, who I am and who I might become, who I may never be.

 





Fantasy football

Is there a better thing than real football in the fall? no. But in second place comes Fantasy Football. So intense, So much trash talking, So much to win (bragging rights mainly), so much to loose! (basically your whole reputation if your in my league). When you pick your players is pretty easy, just pick based on rankings and what ESPN tells you. I don't watch many NFL games and yet i still have good teams. So bottom line don't pick based on your knowledge pick based on what you read and stuff, don't be a hero.

But lets be honest nobody just has fun picking players then watching them put points up on the website. It's all about who is in the league, Mainly you want to get as many load mouths as you can to really get the league going on the message boards. See its really not how good your team is in Fantasy Football, the thing that's going get you good league cred is how good you are at making fun of your fellow league members. See the first thing you gotta learn when going into a public competition that you might not win is that if you are the funniest guy and downplay the situation you have less to loose and the other people will think your the funniest kid ever. So when you enter the league make a nice funny name about someone in the league and also post a picture that goes along with it. Mainly this should be a personal jab at the other player, league members don't laugh with you...they laugh at you. You might think this is mean and your being a jerk but no your just creating a rivalry that will last the duration of the year. See your league thrives on the rivalries and competition so the more controversies you create the more fun your going to have.  That's pretty much it, but don't make any dumb trades also. And remember these kids are still your friends so take it easy.

No bounds, No end

First off how can you measure "love"?  Is it something you can measure at the most tiny and smallest forms? i think so. I'm not talking about objects and things of that nature, but I'm talking about your every day relationships and interactions with other people. Is there "love" there? That thing you feel when your crush walks by and actually says "hi" to you is love no doubt. People say "oh a crush isn't love" then what is it ? I'm not saying its a great amount of passionet love, but its definitely "like". And "like" is a small form of love i say. I would  say you have small, tiny forms of love in all your friendships too. How else would it be possibly to like other people if you were not blinded ever so slightly by "love". I do not think love is just a reserved emotion for your significant other. It is obviously in your family relationships. You have deep connections with your family and that is undoubtedly love.  If you hate someone all it is is empty space where you have chosen not to put any amount of love there, or if you really hate them you have negative love towards that person.

But how can we describe love? How can we define love? This is the problem with humans, We can't just come to grips with it. We have to define it and describe it and make it "known". But love is actually the "unknown".  We don't know why we feel a certain way, why are we being filled with these feelings that we cant explain? That's why we make the attempts to describe it with other things that are "known". Love is the thing that make us feel warm inside when we need it. But is it not the same thing that made us cold in the first place?  Its what makes us feel comfortable but its also what makes us scared. Falling in love is like traveling into  the "unknown". It is the answer to every problem it creates. It double dips into are emotions and that's why we can't get a feel for it.

The big question always is and will remain , what is love? But the fact is there are no real complete answers to what love is. And there are a million answers to what love feels like. Because its that indescribable, unmeasurable, un-faced emotion that everybody needs craves and desires. Love has no rules, it has nothing to follow. It will do what it pleases and it wont ever stop. Love is what keeps this world going. Its the bad and the good all wrapped into one thing and that's why we can't fully understand what it is.

"Bros"

When you enter high school you think its gonna be the best, you think its gonna be Jr. high times ten! You think "dang man i got all my homies and the girls are starting to get really hot I'm going to be set". But the truth is your gonna loose a lotof your "Bros". Some you will loose because of the different interests you have. They are going out for football and you are going to be on stage crew, others you will loose because they change for girls or change to fit into groups. And i think that's the biggest reason why you loose people in your life. They leave trying to be something that you don't think they are. But its there choice, you try and stay close but eventually the distance, the difference, the change has grown and created a gap. The inside jokes end, the calls stop, the talking stops, Suddenly there is a familiar stranger walking past you. You dont even say hi. You feel stuck, lost in time. Did they keep moving? are you living in the past? are you just a memory to them? is all that time waisted?  Now its impossible to reconnect, you don't even know where to start a friendship. You are now back at kindergarten, your looking for someone to sit by in the cafeteria, someone to share crayons with, someone to go to recess with. Suddenly there they are! They are looking too. You start out just talking, then just hanging once or twice but now you hang everyday. At first they didn't know 10 things about you now they know everything about you and especially how to embarrass you. The beauty of high school in the long run is making these life long relationships with people. Now high school is back the way you thought it was going to be. You are set now! let the fun begin.

What makes us Human

What does it mean to be human? what makes us human? does it mean we are just not robots? Heartless metal machines processing are lives, analyzing every choice, picking whatever one are computer mind tells us to? Does it only mean we bleed? Does it only mean we are a few years ahead of evolution so we are still above the animals? I think what makes us human in being perfect with all of are imperfections. That ability to make those mistakes, make those choices, change are surroundings. That is what makes us human.
These are the things that define us as individuals. And isn't that how we recognize each other as being human? The ability we have to drive ourselves to not be content with where we are, the way we can can control and shape our surrounding is what makes us human. The fact that we are filled with all kinds of different feelings and emotions is what makes us human. We may not love those awkward moments of talking to weird adults, or the awkward teenage moments that pop up everyday at high school. But that feeling that takes control of us is what makes us human. The feelings of loss, heart ache, sadness, and defeat and all the goodbye's are the defining emotions of a human. What makes us human is are ability to suffer these emotions and keep on going.  What other thing in this world can handle what humans endure? nothing is right.  When you think about it that is what sets us apart.

Intro

 Greetings i am Govenor Radcliff, Im excited to finally get posting. I dont really have any significant background as to why i picked this name but who really cares its about what i write not the name. On here im going to be expressin myself with no one knowing who i am...cant wait:)