Sunsets are lies

Everyone has a fantasy where they are kissing in the sunset with their true love, or riding off in the sunset on a stallion where they are the hero of some sort of story. Well I am here to tell you to wake up. That's all a load of horse shit. This world destroys anything good and pure. We have been fed lies that say we will one day be happy. Well there is no rainbow on the other side of the hill. Life is just a sick joke. You will never be happy.

Love Poem

This peom makes me jelouse becuase he has it all figured out. He was lucky enough to find true love and thats what every guys wants really.

 

Forever Connected

© Silke Wettergren

Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives, our souls forever
The things that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we've earned.

The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way
I am who I am partly because of you
And you are YOU because of me, too

The changes I see
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes.

It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together
Either way, we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show
No matter what we are told.

We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that, not even the devil.
Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow

A part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me.
no matter what happens ,that much is certain
our souls are one until life closes the curtain.

I will love your forever
For worse or for better

You are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart.

I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true.

Source: Forever Connected, True Love Poem http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/forever-connected#ixzz2EchDsD2N
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eaves dropping in my classes

How do i get kids to come?
You have to offer them Candy!
Does anyone want to smell it?
She doesn't like the label.
I have young women's.
Sometimes she bullies me,....she hurts my head...and then i say "ugh don't do that!"
I'm uhhhh....going to class...but now...I'm not?
this isn't a conversation your just questioning me!..
I have other plans, but ya got a bunch of ya in here!
....what?...No my dads getting surgery...uhh no? i got a medical form
ehh...sluffin class...I just got here.
Why?
uhh ...the movie. I don't know I'm joking...ehh no i record stupid stuff.
ahh i just spit!
At least it was out of your mouth..
I know he....goes to the uhh school.
i hear people get spam...and i have enough of that at home:)
i scored 27 points!
Ya times zero!... i do a lot worse
you did it to all of us!
Whad!?
Who JJ? Ah man...ya he be a baws! I be into uhh rap. Ahh my friends.
Hey do you want me to go?..

Not going Bowling

I am pretty disappointed in my Utah Ute's...for the first time in 11 years we are not going to a Bowl Game. They had the longest active streak in the NCAA and it all came to an end this year. The once Notorious BCS busters are noteven going to a bowl game this year. I drove all the way to El Paso texas last year for them... The team is looking promising though we have a lot of underclassman and had a freshman QB so we will be good. Hey atleast we beat byu :)
(sugar bowl)
(fiesta Bowl)

Ready to Begin a Journey

Ready to Begin a Journey

How To Wake board

This is a short version of how to wake board. Everyone should learn to wake board because it really sucks when you take people boating and they want to wake board but they don't know how so then you spend all afternoon teaching them when really if you follow these simple steps you should get up on your first couple tries.

Step 1: First you need to put on your life jacket (safety first)
step 2: Get the materials you will need, the rope (attach to the back of the boat), and a board that is the proper size.
step 3:  Jump into the water and put the board on.
step 4: Now act like you are sitting in the water with the board in front of you parallel to the back of the boat.
Step 5: Hold the rope so that it is in the middle of the board directly infront of you as well.
step 6: now tell the boat driver to take the slack out of the rope so that you get a slight pull, this will help keep you stable.
Step 7: Point your toes and keep your weight down.
step 8:  By now your feeling a pull from a boat, so tell the boat driver to "hit it" (that means go).
step 9: Don't fight the boat or the board, all you have to do is relax and remember step 7. You will know when to stand up when you feel a pull in your butt, kinda like getting pulled out of a chair. When this happens turn you feet so you are sideways now and plant your back foot and boom you will be up in a heart beat. (remember step nine and 8 are very fast)
step 10: you are up and going so now just stay balanced and enjoy the ride.

Grand theft poetry WJ#38

A bright light fell over the earth.
 Nevermore to remain, nevermore to return.
 He was a pioneer a trend setter.
  He was the hardest working and fastest at developing his skill.
 "everything has been provided for me" he would say. " i only have to take advantage of it". 
Quit picking fights and go make something great.
 I looked at it, i always dreamed of it becoming a a secret club house or hideout.
" i just want to be happy, but its rubbish, everytone wants to be happy."
He always seemed to be looking into the beyond.
 I was pretty hazy on the details.
 His anxiety under this suspense was very painful.
 So he just sat there enjoying the thrum of the ideling engine.
And not thinking he emerged from the crimson twilight into the common electric glare with a self conciosness intensified to the pitch of agony.
 and his mission is not for sale.
This hero is protecting  this hellish future, populated by criminals.
 But there is no crosstide, there is no shield, there is no costume.

A little Motivation for you

Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Thats right, and you need to remember that all through this game
I will conquer what has not been conquered
Defeat will not be in my creed
I will believe what others have doubted
I will always endeavor to pull esteem, honor, and respect out of my team
I have trained my mind and my body will follow
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
I will acknowledge the fact that my opponent does not expect me to win
But I will never surrender
Weakness will not be in my heart
I will look to my comrades and to those who are a part of me in this world and those who have trained me
And I will draw strength from them
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
I will gladly go out into the field of battle
And I will move in everything I can do
And I will reach my field of battle by any means at my disposal
And when I get there, I will arrive violently
I will rip the heart from my enemy, and leave it bleeding on the ground
Because he cannot stop me
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
To my side I have comrades, comrades that have been with me through thick and thin
Who have sacrificed their blood, sweat and tears
Never will I let them fall, never will I let them down, and I will never leave an enemy behind
Because our opponent does not know my heart
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
No one will deny me, no one will define me
And no one will tell me who and what I am and can be
Belief will change my world
It has moved continents, it has moved countries, it has put men on the moon
And it will carry me through this battle
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Defeat, retreat: those are not in my words
I dont understand those definitions
I dont understand when things go wrong
I dont understand mistakes
But I do understand this:
I understand victory,
And I understand never surrendering
No matter how bad things go my heart and my mind will carry my body through limits and weakness
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Today will be that day
Not tomorrow, not next week, but right now, right here
In your house and in your homes
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
History will remember me
I will not let worrying affect my cause
I will define myself
I will write my own pages
And no one will tell me what I cannot be
I will never give up
Not until Ive given everything I got
Because who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!
Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!

Fans these days

I could not be more annoyed now days by sports fans young and old. They are all bandwagon fans and they are very annoying about it. No its not cool to buy the first place teams gear and wear it around and say you like em. And no just becuase you have the most hats of that team does not mean your the #1 fan. Get your acts together. Here is a list of teams that its not cool to cheer for just becuase their good or becuse others are cheering for them.

Memories

I remember Starting football as a little kid, and my head was full of dreams that I was going to be the greatest player ever. I remember the summer before Jr. year when it was all the boys and we had the best time ever. I remember when I didn't care or worry about girls because all I wanted to do was have fun. I remember when school was fun and you went to go have fun with your friends, now it's all work 100% of the time. I remember elementary school when you were friends with everyone but now there is walls up everywhere but you can't seem to find out who or what put them in between everyone. I remember when it wasn't gay to say "hey do you wanna play?" now you have to say "hangout". I remember my life being a lot simpler and a lot more stress and worry free. I remember girls being easier in elementary school, all you had to do was chase them and then they knew what you were about. I remember my family being a lot more fun and less complex. I remember when I could look in the mirror and be proud of who I saw. When I never had to sell myself short or rationalize who I am. When I had big dreams and plans to do them. Now I can't remember what those plans were or what I was thinking. Now all I have is memories to try and remember.

Kids with bleached Hair

There must be a new club or something around the school because I am seeing all these boys with bleached hair. I don't want to think the worst of them but they seem to be the kids that are loud and obnoxious. So that only leads me to believe they are starting some kind of revolt or Hitler youth club. I frown upon them, they are so disrespectful. They arn't even indie. They look so bad, I bet they think they look good. They say its for football and its a joke but I don't care I will judge them anyway.

Speechless

When I try to come up with a word to describe how I feel at a certain moment, or try to recall a feeling I had all I am is speechless. Words do a very poor job really describing how we feel at certain moments. They give you an idea, or they give an example of how you might feel. But really they will never put that feeling into someone else if they read it. They are "non-transferable" . So The word I want you to think about is a word that could have made me or you speechless.

Thats An Order

*This is a direct order to "get jiggy with it"*

Get jiggy with it like you just asked out the hottest girl at your school....and she said yes. Like you just won the biggest game of your life and your holding the trophy. Get jiggy with it like your at the biggest dance party in the world and the DJ just spotlighted you. Like you just found 50 bucks in a gutter when your walking down the street. Like you just woke up on a holiday morning and there is no school. Like when you get a raise or when you got a paycheck. Get jiggy with it like you just kissed a girl for the first time.  Get jiggy with it like however you want but just get jiggy with it.

A tie???

Have you ever celibrated something that you thought you won? but really you didn't and now you feel stupid? Well that is how our entire football team feels. We were told we were region champs but then we look online and Deseret News said that bingham also gets a share at the region title. We our both 4-1 in region but we thought becuase we beat them that we were the out right #1 but it appears not. We are still the #1 seed going into playoffs so wish us luck.

Duct tape and Bricks (You come up with a better title)

Duct tape and bricks are some very basic and practical and useful things in this world. Obviously its been said that "duct tape can fix everything", obviously that is not true but I bet the people who say it think they are pretty funny. And bricks well, bricks are a symbol of strength and toughness. But I think that these could stand for something else.But really everyone thinks of duct tape for being able to fix things, but I think everyone is trying to find their own personal duct tape to fix the relationships, friendships and torn memories that you need something specific to fix. And Bricks, I think bricks are what make us personally tough. I think people carry around there own bricks that weigh them down. And by being weighed down and carrying a heavy load all the time it makes us stronger. I just wish everyone could cast down their own personal bricks (trials) so everyone could be feel free. And with everyone feeling free and lighter we wouldn't need so much duct tape.

Another one bites the dust

Just an update on the lone peak football team, another defensive cordinator has gone missing. Reportedly this one quit us and we are now on to #3 coach so wish us luck. included is some pictures of great coaches who I wouldn't mind stepping up
Vince lombardi
Tom Landry
 Brad Molen

life and Graveyards

The whole meaning of life is to live but in hand the meaning could be to die. How depressing is that? I would give it about a 9 on the scale of depression. The true fear in life for everyone is  to not live or in other words to die. Because if you are not living the life you want arn't you dead already? I don't want to die with things to do on my list. I don't want to work myself to death. I don't want to die an old regretful man. If I had a choice I would want to live myself to death. I would want to live so hard and do all the things I ever wanted that when I'm old I would get tired just thinking of them. I want to live so that when im old and going die I am still living in my memories of a life I used to have.

Shout out to my homies and best friends

Best Friends Forever

by Angie Belanger

As the years pass, and we grow apart, I want you to know, that you're in my heart. You helped me through problems, through things good and bad. You helped me keep smiling, when I was sad. You helped me with girls. You made me stay strong. How will I live, when you are gone? And where the years take us, No place is too far, We will think of each other, wherever we are. You're a wonderful person, with a good heart to lend, And I want you to know, You're a really good friend.

Pondering and lots of questions

I ponder all the things in life. I think about who decided what, who came up with what, why we do things a certain way.

 

Like who even decided why we call things certain names? who decided a tree would be called a tree and water is called water? And why did everyone else just agree and go along with it?

Here are just a list of questions you need to ask yourself to get your mind thinking.

 

What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?

 

If I dig a hole through the center of the earth to the other side and jumped in would I be falling up or down?

 

Could you blow a bubble in a vacuum?

 

*New hole theory: once you got to the center of the earth and gravity was equal on both sides, wouldn't you just float?

 

Who decided the white stuff from a cow's utter was drinkable? Better yet why did somebody tug on a cows utter anyway?

 

How far East can you go before your heading west or are in the west?

 

If you dig a whole in the south pole are you digging up or down? #lotsofdigging

 

Has a fish ever drowned?

 

Ultimate question here, wait for it.....who created god if he created us? where did he come from? where does it all begin?

 

Well I am gonna leave you now in a stupor of thought, all depressed, and questioning your life. Well till next time folks. Goodbye

 

 

 

 



Sudden change

Today I found out that two of my coaches were fired by our head coach. Its bingham week, basicly the region championship. We have 3 days to get our defense together before we play probably the biggest game of our season. I don't mind it too much seeing as it didn't effect my playing time. And i am happy about seeing one of the coaches go becuase he was the son of the other one that got fired, and he was so stupid and made playing football no fun at all. I basicly coached my position to the other kids behind his back. But his dad was actualy a really good coach. He understood the high school game,  and he had my back so i am really kinda sad to see him go. But they brought back the old defensive cordinator and I actualy know him pretty well. I am excited to see how our team reacts to this, we were supposed to be one of the best defenses in the state and we haven't been playing to our potential. So either this completly wrecks us or we play unreal. Stay tuned to Lone Peak football's road to a championship.

Reasons I Need a Nightlight

I fear the dark places that are everywhere. I fear the images I see in the shadows. I am afraid of letting my imagination wild  and having it create something either real or fake that is unknown to me.

 

I am terrified of that feeling where you get very very embarrassed, you feel super hot and sweaty and your clothes feel like there stuck to you! aah I hate that feeling more than everything. I fear being the butt of every ones jokes. I am afraid of becoming a bully and having kids hate me.

 

I am afraid of growing up, afraid of not ever being successful. Afraid of getting a job I hate. of never getting a job. Of not being able to provide for my family. I am super afraid of not getting any money to go to college. I fear the future that I cannot control, cannot successfully plan ahead for. 

 

I fear everything that is unknown to me and that is out of control. Becuase everyone wants to be able to control things, and have them turn out how you picture them. I fear myself, who I am and who I might become, who I may never be.

 





Fantasy football

Is there a better thing than real football in the fall? no. But in second place comes Fantasy Football. So intense, So much trash talking, So much to win (bragging rights mainly), so much to loose! (basically your whole reputation if your in my league). When you pick your players is pretty easy, just pick based on rankings and what ESPN tells you. I don't watch many NFL games and yet i still have good teams. So bottom line don't pick based on your knowledge pick based on what you read and stuff, don't be a hero.

But lets be honest nobody just has fun picking players then watching them put points up on the website. It's all about who is in the league, Mainly you want to get as many load mouths as you can to really get the league going on the message boards. See its really not how good your team is in Fantasy Football, the thing that's going get you good league cred is how good you are at making fun of your fellow league members. See the first thing you gotta learn when going into a public competition that you might not win is that if you are the funniest guy and downplay the situation you have less to loose and the other people will think your the funniest kid ever. So when you enter the league make a nice funny name about someone in the league and also post a picture that goes along with it. Mainly this should be a personal jab at the other player, league members don't laugh with you...they laugh at you. You might think this is mean and your being a jerk but no your just creating a rivalry that will last the duration of the year. See your league thrives on the rivalries and competition so the more controversies you create the more fun your going to have.  That's pretty much it, but don't make any dumb trades also. And remember these kids are still your friends so take it easy.

No bounds, No end

First off how can you measure "love"?  Is it something you can measure at the most tiny and smallest forms? i think so. I'm not talking about objects and things of that nature, but I'm talking about your every day relationships and interactions with other people. Is there "love" there? That thing you feel when your crush walks by and actually says "hi" to you is love no doubt. People say "oh a crush isn't love" then what is it ? I'm not saying its a great amount of passionet love, but its definitely "like". And "like" is a small form of love i say. I would  say you have small, tiny forms of love in all your friendships too. How else would it be possibly to like other people if you were not blinded ever so slightly by "love". I do not think love is just a reserved emotion for your significant other. It is obviously in your family relationships. You have deep connections with your family and that is undoubtedly love.  If you hate someone all it is is empty space where you have chosen not to put any amount of love there, or if you really hate them you have negative love towards that person.

But how can we describe love? How can we define love? This is the problem with humans, We can't just come to grips with it. We have to define it and describe it and make it "known". But love is actually the "unknown".  We don't know why we feel a certain way, why are we being filled with these feelings that we cant explain? That's why we make the attempts to describe it with other things that are "known". Love is the thing that make us feel warm inside when we need it. But is it not the same thing that made us cold in the first place?  Its what makes us feel comfortable but its also what makes us scared. Falling in love is like traveling into  the "unknown". It is the answer to every problem it creates. It double dips into are emotions and that's why we can't get a feel for it.

The big question always is and will remain , what is love? But the fact is there are no real complete answers to what love is. And there are a million answers to what love feels like. Because its that indescribable, unmeasurable, un-faced emotion that everybody needs craves and desires. Love has no rules, it has nothing to follow. It will do what it pleases and it wont ever stop. Love is what keeps this world going. Its the bad and the good all wrapped into one thing and that's why we can't fully understand what it is.

"Bros"

When you enter high school you think its gonna be the best, you think its gonna be Jr. high times ten! You think "dang man i got all my homies and the girls are starting to get really hot I'm going to be set". But the truth is your gonna loose a lotof your "Bros". Some you will loose because of the different interests you have. They are going out for football and you are going to be on stage crew, others you will loose because they change for girls or change to fit into groups. And i think that's the biggest reason why you loose people in your life. They leave trying to be something that you don't think they are. But its there choice, you try and stay close but eventually the distance, the difference, the change has grown and created a gap. The inside jokes end, the calls stop, the talking stops, Suddenly there is a familiar stranger walking past you. You dont even say hi. You feel stuck, lost in time. Did they keep moving? are you living in the past? are you just a memory to them? is all that time waisted?  Now its impossible to reconnect, you don't even know where to start a friendship. You are now back at kindergarten, your looking for someone to sit by in the cafeteria, someone to share crayons with, someone to go to recess with. Suddenly there they are! They are looking too. You start out just talking, then just hanging once or twice but now you hang everyday. At first they didn't know 10 things about you now they know everything about you and especially how to embarrass you. The beauty of high school in the long run is making these life long relationships with people. Now high school is back the way you thought it was going to be. You are set now! let the fun begin.

What makes us Human

What does it mean to be human? what makes us human? does it mean we are just not robots? Heartless metal machines processing are lives, analyzing every choice, picking whatever one are computer mind tells us to? Does it only mean we bleed? Does it only mean we are a few years ahead of evolution so we are still above the animals? I think what makes us human in being perfect with all of are imperfections. That ability to make those mistakes, make those choices, change are surroundings. That is what makes us human.
These are the things that define us as individuals. And isn't that how we recognize each other as being human? The ability we have to drive ourselves to not be content with where we are, the way we can can control and shape our surrounding is what makes us human. The fact that we are filled with all kinds of different feelings and emotions is what makes us human. We may not love those awkward moments of talking to weird adults, or the awkward teenage moments that pop up everyday at high school. But that feeling that takes control of us is what makes us human. The feelings of loss, heart ache, sadness, and defeat and all the goodbye's are the defining emotions of a human. What makes us human is are ability to suffer these emotions and keep on going.  What other thing in this world can handle what humans endure? nothing is right.  When you think about it that is what sets us apart.

Intro

 Greetings i am Govenor Radcliff, Im excited to finally get posting. I dont really have any significant background as to why i picked this name but who really cares its about what i write not the name. On here im going to be expressin myself with no one knowing who i am...cant wait:)